Sunday 20 February 2011

I survived..

She's Gone..

It felt like i had cancer, Everytime i was with her i was dying a little more.
When i looked at her i felt lost, I felt unknow feeling i had amnessia, i didnt know who she was.
As days went by she changed even more into a monster.
We only tryed to help, we did the best we could.. But every story she'd tell it ..got worse.. But the thing we realised .. They werent true. She was lying..
Why was she lying what was the point .. With every lie came another. We all got stressed lost track of our lives trying to sort out her's. We were planing ways to tell her .. And when we did .. She wouldnt even look at us.. not even a glisp.. Until the next day when more lies rolled through her black tounge.
I couldnt stand this pain From this sweet inncocet little girl, Into this .. Into a Stranger.
What had happened for her to turn?,, Was this a joke or a bad dream?
But no it wasnt.. The time came where we had, had enough..
We all sat down and decided that .. if her ways had not changed by news years then we would stop being her friend.. not to be horrid or to be mean but.. To live with out worrie to live with out lies. To live with out cancer.
As The months ran out things got worse, like we felt she didnt care lossing us.. But then.. One evening she phoned saying something terrible had happened.. Immediately i thought it was a lie until.. Her mum proved it was the truth.. It's like that storyy of "The boy who cryed wolf".. You lie ,, and lie and lie but when the truth is said they wont belive you.

It was few weeks until the dead line yet nothing had changed.. More hurt, more tears, I didnt want this cancer.. Not only had she hurt us she went beyond the boundries.. She crossed the line and interfeered with my family.. She new how close i am to my family yet she was slowly recking my life.

Then the time came.. It was New years eve.. The time had come to remove the cancer.. To remove this pain.
Tears were shed, relief was upon our shoulder's and the cancer was gone.

One of my friends said "She not an Emeney just an old memorie"
And all the good Memories were we laughed and smiled will ever be easraised from me.. Only the cancer will dissappear.

Today.. Addmittedly she's got worse.. But it's not up to us Now. She does try to talk to us, But we ignore it,she trys to hurt us by Saying rude remarks to us and our friends.. But we know why.. She may say lies to us or about us but We know the truth ..
We've been clear of this cancer for 2 months and.. Promised to never Let it back into our lives.

I will never regret Becoming her friend, as i have learnt a valible lesson..

" When you get cancer dont wait until your almost dead. Cut the source of the painn, and live your life knowing you survived."

Love Tyler