Saturday 30 October 2010

There's always a road following to a let down.

When someone has hurt you what would you do?
Forgive them.
What do you do if they hurt you again?
Forgive them.
What do you do when they hurt you again when they promised they wouldnt?
Forgive them.
What if they hurt, and make you cry?
Stop the cycle of hurt and pain, Ignore all there calls and delete them as a friend.
You might say thats harsh well, if you've been through what i have then would be kicking your self in the head, not to have stopped it earlier.
The person i cant not ever forgive, will know this is you..
You havent just hurt me, you hurt my family too.
You could say Your related, but thats just by blood.
If you were my family you wouldnt hurt me, you'd save me from the rough.
You are the person with hate around their head, where people despise you, for what you have done.
You may try to say sorry or try to mend my broken heart,You could buy all i wanted but that wont take away the past.I cant even look at you or say hi when your near,  it's over dont try to see me or talk because ill reject you and wont want to hear.
This is my decision and this is final no one has told me to keep clear from you,This is my choice and noone can change it.As i have been hurt,more than once or twice or three time in fact.To me i havent lost much, I'v still got my family and friends who care for me dearly, There's just one person missing which is you my Tatínek.

Love Tylerr

Friday 29 October 2010

Ace Gang


This here is the Ace gang, except Susan because she has moved away and we dont see her much "Cry" But other than Susan there is; Claire who is in the blue hoddie,Sherrie she is the one with the teddie bear on her shirt, Elsie with the buns on her head and finally me with the doodle's on my face.
I'm am writting today about us because i'v realised how luckey am am to have them as my best friends,it's not often to find a bunch of actual great friends.We are definatley not like other friendship group i can say that for sure. We are so wackey and crazy and we dont care what people think becuase why do we need to when we have eachother.

Claire Bear: 
This lovely girl, is actually really awesome, she has the most adorible smile that when you see it you automaticlly smile.She is'nt afriad to be herself infront of other's she is slightly shy but when you know her, you really know her.We've had some really good times, and im sure we will always remeber them to be really honste.All though times are hard we always try to concor them. XD


Susie wosie:
Oh my gosh what a babe.. she really is. Okay she moved away however she is still amazing.She is kind generous, happy and so much more.She is shy as well as Claire but again ,when you know her you know her. We have definatley had some amazing times like when went up her attick and when we waited out side her house for ages!! LOL
But still this girl is so very much a beauty. x)

Sherrie berrie:
What a gal,, she really of course is. She is very wondeful indeed, she is so trustworthy and has amazing toes, she is immune from getting scared at horror's unless i scream and scare her like that.She is sooooo very funny and is'nt scared to prove her love to the one only JUSTIN BIEBER! yes a bieber fann <3 Which is mostly what she talks about LOL!
Although she gets stressed like me she deals with its, and we all get the stress as we are going through it. Overall she is so awesome \nd should never change, she is so very very very..... AMAZINGLY PHIT!! I LOVE YOU YOU BEAST WITH A AFFRO HIPPIE ! =)



Elsie Poo:
You actuall halious human being, You are so very crazy and wackey and weird ... ect... ect..
ou are very pretty and amazing.You are of course like Sherrie you are definatley in love with JUSTIN BIEBER! I mean you room is filled with him its kinda crewpy waking up to him staring at you but of course you love it.. to me PERV LOL i joke of course as he is your BOYFRIEND!
Anyways; you are so very funny and i love to make amazing memories and be able to trust you, you are TOTALLY COOL you nerd.
YOU ARE EXTRA COOL WITH NOBS ON YOU NERDY,POOPY COOL,BRATATTUIDE BLIGHT GUURRRRLLLL.=]



ME-TYLEE TOTS:
Ermmm, ummm,, what to say about me ... well i think im abit up my self if i talked about how great i was LOL Gosh nosh nosh what am i like ... hehe but anyways mee im cool of course but ill leave it to my awesoem friends to describe me ,,, BUT I DO LOVE AARON JOHNSON , JOHNNY DEPP, ... ECT... ECT... ECT :)



ACE GANG!!!
<3
We are all so weird wackey cool amazing people and we love everything and anything that we love XDXD
We love one direction and of course own someone each which is cool tbh,because we can talk to our heart content to eachother about how hot they are with out getting annoyed LOL
Well, thats not about it but im sure i dont have typing left soo
see you later:
ILOVEYOU: ACE GANG
XD,x) :)=]=)


Love Tylerr

Thursday 28 October 2010

JAM JAM

This very Beautiful pictue is of the one and only... ' JAMIE LEE TAYLOR'
Gosh,, What a babe he really is, This Boy and me have been through ,gosshhh how to put it...ermm,,So much moree than others have tbh.
We've had fights(still got that bump btw)
We've have laughs, And of course we make up dance routines to;
'Hot and cold & Telephone'
He is such an amazing person, He is always there when you need a hug, and always there to beat up anyone who is being mean to you,,
He is so wackey and crazy and I love how even when hes up set he will try and have a laugh.
Iv been friends with him scince Nursey.. And OMG.. Memories we share,,
He is a little stinky head though because he moved to bracknelhale, and i dont see him much, but trust me when i do ,, well you just have to be there tbh LOL
But Listen 'JAMIE LEE TAYLOR ' You are the most amazing person ever,, Your funny, kind, cool, awesome, cheerful, PHIT, and i promise we shall forever be friends... You Bloody amazing person. EVER CHANGE I WILL GET A DOG TO FEAST ON YOUR DANGLERS!
" HUG"

Love Tylerr <3

Wednesday 27 October 2010

What i'm not and what I am,

What I'm not.
I'm not like the other teens, gettign drunk and taking drugs,
I'm not like other teens who think there all innocent ,saying their not like them, but truely they are,
I'm not the type who follows the crowd 'bleating ' like a sheep,
I'm not the type who cant trust there friends,
Im not the type of teen who hates being seen with their mummy,
Im not the type who pretends to be someone else.

What I am.
I am just me who loves to have fun,
I am the type of teen who wants to show to adult, not all teens are bad,
I am the type with amazing friends and literally till the end,
I am the type to hang around with my mummy, and not trying to aviod seeing my friends,
I am the type of girl who loves to be me , because im the best i can get,
I am the type to have my own style thats suits me,
I am the type of teen who does make mistakes but learns a lesson from them,
I am the teen people would consider 'BOD' because i want a future in my life,
I am the type to be true to myself and be thankfull to all my family and friends for making me ... ME!


I am TYLERR

Love Tylerr, x

Saturday 16 October 2010

Happy anniversery

Happy Anniversery Nanny and Grandad,
Your guys for 45 years, i dediate what i'm about to say to you...
 Your love is so strong and bright
it leaves me with a smile when i fall asleep at night.

When i think of a love i want to share with someone else.I
t's yours,when i see your love for eachother,
 it sends my heart and soul high and soaring,
love is said to last only till death
but your love will prove stronger than eachothers final breath,
what i am saying is I want the love you have which is...

"When you die your love begins again at heavens gate,Lasting forever"

ILY- Nanny and Grandad
<3

Love Tylerr'

Sunday 10 October 2010

Goodbye XD

Goodbye,, when you say goodbye your heart sinks, When you say goodbye you want to cry.
I'v  said goodbye more than once to people  that are so dear to me.
To susan- When i said goodbye the smile had gone and the tears appeared, but You always said you'd come see us, you do and it's the best feeling ever,, because although i dont see you much and i miss you so much, when i do see you it feels twice as better as the last time. <3
To joy- i havent known you long but it feels like forever, your an inspriration, your always so happy and strong, I'll miss you so much but although it's sad your going, I'm so happy your be with your children.Like you said you will return,, hopefully next summer, Not only will i miss you but everyone you taught, Thia bo lessons were the funnest, and i'v learnt so much from you, You shown me a road were when your sad, you can trun it around and suddenly glow.
Goodbye and good luck and Hopefully see you next summer, We love you <3

Goodbye's  are hard but it's not forever,, Weather they live right next door or around the world. you'r see them again x)

Love Tylerr

Wednesday 6 October 2010

When you lose you gain.

I lost who i thougth was my bestest friend ever, I cryed for days,beating myslef up about how horrible i must be. When really I was'nt to blame nor was she, if anything i should be thanking her, because although i lost are closeness or friendship, i gained something so much better... ACE GANG!! When i was BFF with her, i wasnt properly me i was hiding away and whenever i peeked out, i shot right back in because she didnt like it, because she doesnt have the same crazyness i have, but now i can be who i want where and when ever with out being worried if my friends will dislike me because of it, there just as crazy as me and were be crazy and laugh with me. Sure i lost A great friend, but to be really honste i havent lost anything, okay were not as close as we were but we still talk occasionally, and what i will never lose is our great memories we made,, To you( I think you know who you are) I just want to say thank you, for having to put up with me, and being there and now because of you my life is just almost perfect. I will never hate you for fallign out with me, because whats the point, all the memories weve had will last forever and i wont regret ... ever ... being friends with you, thank you, you wonderful person.

Just remember although you've lost something great your gain something even better <3

Love Tylerr

Tuesday 5 October 2010

To all ma home dawgs XD

To all ma home dawgs,
ILY, <3 I well, do
I mean no one else but you guys get it,
when i call yuo ma homedawgs i mean it,
because when your ma home dawg your in ma loop,
your in ma bubble, meaning your there for me and iv always got your back.
"Anytime, anywhere Ill  ALWAYS be there."

School days.

When i went into the first day of year ten, I knew that it would be hard, in fact really hard.
But what i didnt know is that i would spend every living moment pulling out my hair and stressing about All the work i have to complete for school. I get atleast 4/5 pieces of homework a day,I mean really?
Its bad enough were teenagers and we have loads of issues of growing up but to have so much homework your parctically eating is not fair.
I went to My friends( Sherrie Bieber's) Just to complete all our homework for the next week , who want's to do that ? Spending all the time with a friend doing homework,, Well i guess you could fight, its better doing it be yourself.
But I guess I'v just got to face the fact that to be what i want it take more than what youve got, it takes everything and more.

Love Tylerr

First best friends XD

My first Best friend well, that a time scale back, I would have to say my First REAL best friend would just have to be "Hazel kay michalak" Wow what a girl,, I met her just before i was 4 And we were both shy and it took forever for us to even say hello , but when we did, the world changed, it really did.
The memories we shared is Unbeliveable we have so many infact i can hardly remeber all of them( or im just aging far too quickly) But over years we were always there Side by side and even to this day She is still here for me and me for her.
I would just like to say;When you meet your real best friend there with you forever not just a day!
Hazel BFF-(and im sure we mean it)

Love Tylerr